It was a beautiful 2012 autumn day in the middle of the month of November when I got an urge to meditate. I was walking around the city of Philadelphia enjoying its scenery. For this is the time of the year trees produce piles of multi-colored leaves that are scattered about on the ground. And as I was exploring all of a sudden I felt the immense brush of source energy swirling all around me. So I headed back to the house and settled in the middle room on the second floor. It was there before the computer desk cabinet that I fell into a deep calm trance. As I focused on emptying my mind I asked "O Allah-Yahh fill the void."
In a split second I was taken in a vision to a mountain top of green grass and blue sky. In front of a cave I seen a man in a white robe wearing sandals. He was standing facing me and his arms were lifted up in front of his chest. I seen the back of his hands which were curled up as though cupping the sky. His face shinned like the sun and thru the brightness i could make out a brief outline of his features and beard.
He uttered, "I am the Prophet Muhammad." "We have known each other from the beginning" and "I know your mission." "I was the one who spoke to you in your youth." He then said, "Listen" and "you will become stronger." " I will guide you" for "as you awaken you will grow with power." I then asked, what do you desire from me? He replied, "I have been betrayed" and also "protect those who are mine." I then responded, who belongs to you? There was a brief pause then he said, "they will know." This was followed afterwards by a physical manifestation.
This whole event was astonishing to me since I had no knowledge of Islam. The little that I knew was from a Roman Catholic school educational upbringing. This biased indoctrination is based on the belief that without Jesus no one can be saved from eternal damnation. It is also based on the prior historical interactions with Muslims during the crusades. As well as in the belief that all religions outside of Christianity is of the devil. Furthermore I have had no positive exposer to Islam other than the negative information that stemmed from the US government and the mass western corporate media complex.
The whole event was a mystery to me but slowly as I listened things started to change. It was in February of 2013 that I decided to follow thru with total sobriety. It was a challenging time for me since I was use to drinking several beers a night and at least four times a week. I didn't know if I could pull this off on my own since I have been drinking consistently for twenty-five years. But during the following nine months I would occasionally hear the encouraging voice of the Prophet Muhammad saying "you can do it."
It is funny to think about my early stage sobriety because in the years prior I would often hear a mysterious voice proclaim in the back of my head,"stop drinking." I never listened to it because at the time I didn't realize that I was blindly following a custom. It was something everyone accepted as normal behavior but I would later realized it caused a hinderance in the mind. For the inner spirit frees the mind so that it may grow in power to control the body. And it is thru the connection to the divine, "Allah-Yahh," that one evolves into something greater.
My esoteric journey has been a very long process and it is not finished. I have studied only the basics of Islam and that is because I needed years to unlearn misconceptions based on traditions. I also needed the evidence from research to acquire the knowledge to disprove my religious foundation. I have also been thru many years of dialogue and one on one interaction with those who claim to be pagan, Illuminati and dark occultist. The eye opening information that I learned became the seed I needed to plant for my future dissertations.
I have learned that many people hold beliefs handed down to them or that which is popularized. These are concepts of power that don't hold weight in reality. Thru my experiences with those of the opposite opinion and thru my research I have come to believe that most people dwell in an unconscious mental state. They have given over their free will to a small group of elite that project a sense of belonging.
I know the affects of gaslighting and hypnosis can have on the human psyche. A zombified population is easier to control and less likely to rebel. And that the naive are silly minded and that the ignorant are too hard headed to accept any new knowledge outside of their comfort zone. They all mentally dwell in a perpetual state of stagnation and decay. Never being fully happy or inwardly fulfilled. And that which does not awaken to evolve will in the end cease to exist.
I believe in an all powerful divine intelligent energy source, above all that is seen in the physical or that exists in the invisible realm. Who is called by the name "Allah-Yahh," the Most High. I believe in the prophets he has sent and in the Prophet Muhammad (PBUH). Who has finalized the structure of worship for all of humanity to follow in order for them to draw closer to their maker. Alhamdulillah! |