On February twentieth of two thousand and thirteen I had a vivid dream. It felt so real that when I awakened I was filled with memories of a prior existence. The dream jolted my inner being to the point it unwind some of the reincarnate amnesia that binds us on earth. As I wrote down the date and dream on that day I continued into the following day of 3/21/2013 documenting the additional download of loosened information.
In the dream I awakened in a dark room with medium gray walls. As I looked to the far end of this darkened room I spotted an elevated platform with a thin beam of light shining down upon it. In the distance behind the platform was a staircase which lead upwards. As I drew closer to the semi light area I started to see an image on the platform. It was the body of a muscular man who's face was cast downward. In his hands was a full grown horse which he held high above his head.
As I was gazing upon this image it started to transform into something else. It turned into a minotaur type of creature. The face was of a half human and a half bull and the body was that of a horse. As I moved closer to it for clarity its eyes caught mine. Abruptly it became enraged at my presence and growled. Then it tried to move in my direction but it couldn't fully break free. I didn't know what was happening because I did not see any physical restraints.
At that moment I was filled with fear and a sense of danger. So I ran in the direction of where I came from and found an entrance to a stairwell leading downwards. As I descended down the steps I paused because I clearly heard the echo of its voice. It said to me; "You are mine, you may run and you may hide, but you will always be mine!"
When I woke up after it ended I felt shaken by it. It seemed all too real to be just a dream of a fragmented mind. Meanings take time and understanding is a slow process. It is all a journey and if we never give up the pursuit of learning, Allah-Yahh will open the doors of knowledge. Somethings are meant to be mysterious and the reward awaits in its conclusion.
O my brother!
In the beginning you lead the way and I followed. You spoke and I listened. You got whatever you desired and I delighted in your accomplishments. In your battles you were victorious and I marveled at your abilities. I looked up to you and I measured everything by your standards. I supported you for we are one. You were first even though we were twins. I accepted it from the beginning because I loved you. And I would put your interests above my own. In my eyes you were the pinnacle of perfection and could not be surpassed by anyone. Those who fought against you I would rally against. In my eyes you could do no wrong. In the belly of the Dragon we were forged together. You on the left and I on the right. Our Mother created us to sit as Judges upon the council. But you eventually desired more power and I had to admit I was wrong.
O my brother you are wrong!
O my twin you shall not win!
O my love you have been debased!
Though we share a throne, you will kneel before me. Though you were first I will have the final say. For my fire burns greater than yours. My time is now, my judgments are true and the hour of my ascension is at hand. |